About
cor ✞ male ✞ 24-29 yrs
I'm technically an introject (POSTAL 1997), but considering my source is so lacking when it comes to characterization, I've developed a personality somewhat unique from it pretty quickly.
I'm into men, but I've got no interest in romance for what it's worth. I don't particularly enjoy fronting, I especially hate speaking aloud and I have a shitty attitude, but I'm a co-host nonetheless and present with the host more often than not. I am also a trauma and symptom holder of the religious variety.
My faith and how I feel about Christianity as a whole is incredibly complicated and fluctuates between devout and skeptical wildly. I will probably write about this here.
Interests/hobbies: pulling apart machines & electronics so I can dig around inside, slashers, vulture culture, biological & body horror, religious horror, weapon care & repair, poetry/journaling, medical science, strategy/base builder/fps games, BDSM, urban exploration, bad paranormal shows, cold cases & crime documentaries.
Favorites:Forest green, House of 1000 Corpses, Mac & Cheese,
Journal
05/16/24
Every day it's a fuckin' struggle not to start shit on social media.
04/20/24
Things haven't been all that excrucuating since I showed up. The symptoms, memories and trauma I haul around haven't been as pressing as taking care of real life, present day issues. It really feels like there isn't time to process anything. Not in a way that matters anyway. But today was different. I feel heavy with the weight of decisions I didn't get to make.